une petite lettre pour toi...

if seeing youis a pain
then my painkiller is you again
"being with you" hurts less
than IT does when i feel without you
i can't stand more, even i have to i know
or should i say i must to hurt myself more
your soul has me maybe has not got you
you said i should help you TO SAY "ONE DAY, MAYBE"
even it will have an end
but you said it hasn't even started yet
i felt much more embarresed but still loved you
you said you love me too, you said i should help you
beeing not sure and saying i love you
that's not my type but i had never said
"GO, I DON'T NEED YOU"
"cause i always wanted you, needed you and loved you"
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